Do you know that moment when you have already had some very nice and long conversations with a person on the internet and there’s one word or one sentence or half a sentence and suddenly you feel like you’ll never really be more than two guys who had some nice conversations, that you’ll never be real friends who can talk about anything because you only have much to talk about certain topics. I hate that moment. I’ve already had fun with so many amazing people and I always felt overjoyed when they talked to me - they actually put time and effort into their answers and I felt like I was somehow important to them but I also knew it would never be a real friendship. It’s really sad. Sometimes you later see how it all makes sense now and why it’s better you couldn’t befriend them but most of the time a sad shadow remains.